Category Archives: Blast from Past

My Injured Prince

Through the screeching sound of judgement, you talk as though we are prey standing in performance theater, raising my heartbeat you wish to make it yield to your power You must break something if your spell is not cast If … Continue reading

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avoidance2, usually a place you go

2010 ReWrite Version 2  Fear is what comes at us during the strangest times. u should know this, soulless coward. u sold your integrity & now, not even the dark wired fences outside, nor the threatening trespassing signs- which only further encourage curious … Continue reading

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Unfinished

She is their crime of passion. Soundless screams escaping from her wilting luck. Can’t imagine what doesn’t reach her. Then again, she has more than enough imagination so she probably raises her head and pictures the closed doors that won’t open. Spins, … Continue reading

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Emotional Terrorists

WORK IN PROGRESS!! She speaks a language of blame. With her, blame will explain why she “never saw another butterfly.” Blame can fix her torn blouse, assuage her guilt, and make the wound that life has become tolerable. Her emotional … Continue reading

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very distorted

An entry from an old online journal: “An Oppositionally Defiant God”  Very distorted Just saying I was tired doesn’t do it. Sitting and pawing at my own misery just makes the scabs look worse. This fucking hair color makes me … Continue reading

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THAT side

(for them/in secret. secretly) you miss them only occasionally, sometimes (BARELY AT ALL OKAY, LIKE ALMOST NEVER, I MEAN I COULD CARE LESS, I MEAN IM SO GLAD THEY ARE GONE GOOD RIDDDANCE!) sometimes you’re surprised by what you can … Continue reading

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December, 2009, Unrecognizable

I walked there with my head down, letting my feet take over. I’d woken up in a mood. You must understand- noticing any mood at all was a change of pace for me. Even if later I wasn’t able to … Continue reading

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