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Category Archives: I didn’t want to care anymore
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Sometimes Lex wishes she had just killed herself back then, when she was screaming inside and her boyfriend watched her cry with a weary eye and aloof measure. Every decision meant so much in those days. Now she doesn’t care … Continue reading
Reflections, the past, unresolved, not the same
Everything inside me is a knife or an edge or the edge of a knife and none of it is safe inside me. I try to remove it to no avail. Screaming inside battered pieces. But I never understand. It’s … Continue reading
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